I was a joker expecting a good sleep

I went to the flat of my 2nd girlfriend . Spending all night , chatting , watching TV or playing card games . I didn’t say I would go back to my flat , expecting to sleep in her bed . She might know my conspiracy . Her face showed a feature with mingled a pleasure and a fret .

Illustration In Autumn Park , I didn’t think of the future at all , The thinker sculpture fell and crushed

In the autumn park age 19 , I didn’t think about the future or life at all , , , , ,just hanged around with a girlfriend ,though I should have considered much , then my Rodin’s  thinker sculpture fell and crushed on the ground